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 Look into my eyes, my love
Tell me that you care
Do you like what’s in between your lips
Can you feel my heartbeat there?

Can you feel my pulse increasing
As your tongue caresses me
Can you see the excitement in my eyes
As you suckle me tenderly?

I wonder what is in your thoughts
As you gaze so eagerly
Is your oral pleasure satisfied
In your act of pleasing me?

The pleasure that you’re giving me
As your mouth does its wondrous feat
Makes me writhe in euphoric ecstasy
My masculinity complete

Will you take the gift I can’t suppress
That soon you’ll feel explode
And will my pleasure be yours as well
As you swallow my copious load?

Loves first kiss is a splendid thing
It’s cause for lonely hearts to sing
It makes a heart beat hard and strong
And makes you feel like you belong

Loves first touch is ice and fire
A gentle touch to first inspire
A sweet caress to that makes you sigh
A growing need you can’t deny

Loves first embrace is bittersweet
Two bodies building steady heat
You long to make it hard and fast
And yet you want to make it last

Loves first glimpse of naked truth
The burning heat and need of youth
You stare into such lustful eyes
The one who longs to hear your cries

Loves first bed so soft and sweet
Between the sheets two bodies meet
His manhood throbs so hard with need
His lions are filled with heated seed

Loves first sweet and gentle taste
He shall not leave a drop to waist
He moves between her thighs so white
Her womanhood so warm and tight

Loves first thrust is like no other
A second push to help recover
She wraps him in her legs so tight
He shows her love with all his might

Loves first release a cry of pleasure
Such ecstasy a thing to treasure
The sweat and heat of loves first kiss
Is not a thing too ever miss.

How? Just how on earth did I end up with friends like the folks here?

I was blown away by the response to my last blog!

To say that the people on here are a lot more than just interested in a little flirtation or porn just doesn't do them justice.

Stu once said to me when I had only been here a short while, that it was all about the people here. To give it a chance and see what happens. I could have had no idea just what that would become. Friendships like these are so few and far between that it really reafirms my faith in humanity.

My heartfelt thanks and love to all who commented.

As Sax says.............................. Nothing more to say!

Sometimes just a look or a word or a touch can open up new worlds when two of the same mind are together. This is how I explain what happens when I take your hands and see your smile. My world expands and is never the same again. I feel weak, yet strong, impotent of thought, yet virile in desire, lost in mind, yet found in my soul. I feel everything good all at once.

I feel like I could burst with the joy I feel in my heart.

You make me more than I really am. You make me better than I really am. But you could never make me want you more, for I am consumed by you. I am taken over and given over to you and by you. You are woman, devine and perfect in my eyes. And I see you so clearly now, even though my eyes are filled with passion for you. That doesn't diminish my sight, but enhances your beauty and sensuality as I look at you.

Your flesh warms mine and causes my pulse to join yours in the cadence of life, as I want my body to join yours and become one. I feel your breath on my skin, wet and warm and sent from deep inside you, and I want to grab every little vapor and hold it, for it was in you and now is mine. I want everything I can have of you. And I want nothing from you...except all.

If we were lovers, I would hold you against me and tell you over and over of my love for you. I would touch your arms with a soft caress that would let all of my care for you flow into you. I would kiss your lips with a tenderness that would melt your heart as you melt mine. I would look in your eyes and tell you stories of complete and fulfilled love.

I would sing songs for you that never had been heard before and I would cause the birds to join in my praise of you. I would paint huge murals of colors so brilliant that eyes could not see them all, as tribute to your beauty. I would run faster and jump higher than mortals can. I would do anything for you.

If we were lovers, I would crush your body against mine and rock you with my desire and lust, and you would feel orgasms flow over you as I labored and pleasured to release your tension and repressed needs. And I would move gently and slowly in and on you as we became as one. Hot flesh, pressing together, writhing and moving and undulating in our deliciously rich love, lost to everything but us.

If we were lovers, you would lie with me and words would not be needed, for our hearts would know our thoughts. And we would drift away together, peacefully lost to the world.

And I would love you.

If we were lovers.

But we are not, never will be, and it just saddens me.

He met her at night when others were in bed.
She came to him in whispers. She often wore bright red.
Sometimes he would lead her in a dance upon the clouds,
other times she’d offer a place that knows no bounds.

Tonight though it is different. These beings much in love,
hold hands and touch each other. The web of lies are done.
She confessed her secrets and told her life goodbye.
He welcomed her in open arms and will hold her if she’d cry.

They start off together. No more phone calls shall sedate,
for in each others arms they finally tempted fate.
Each one took a step though both were scared they’d fall.
With time, hope, and passion, they tore down the others’ wall.

Distance is defeated and lips mingle in delight.
Neither is a victim in an erotic bliss that’s right.
His hand trails through her hair and tilts her head to the left.
His mouth is like a snare and her kiss is what he theft.

Tongues explore all angles while hands move down a spine.
Both want to bring the other to an edge that’s so sublime.
So he takes a moment and drags in a ragged breath,
as she removes her clothing in an erotic dance of death.

His heart stops for a moment as he feasts upon her skin.
She's smooth like silk and satin, that he can’t wait to be within.
His fingers move much faster as he sheds his clothing too.
She’s looking very hungry and her offerings his cue.

On his knees he drops, for there is no secret there,
he longs to taste her sweetness. Her scent is his to wear.
Fingers clench the muscles of shoulders she must grip,
as his tongue licks up the waves and becomes a sailing ship.

He strokes the water’s edge with a hunger that is strong.
Her knees they start to waver and it won’t be very long,
before she hits the shore and a shouts her lover’s name.
A sound he longs to hear. One she can finally claim.

Falls of heated moisture, he starts to wash away,
his mouth drinks through the satin and she starts to sway.
He helps her to the wall and slides against her form.
Their bodies touch each other. They are so far from warm.

She’s boiling inside as her eyes connect with his,
and knows there is no looking back for this is what it is.
Two people now together, merge as friends and mates.
Both no longer holding out, no more to contemplate.

The gliding and the thrusting drive them to the edge.
Words of love and romance they both begin to pledge.
The wall is hard and splintered. It scraps skin so soft and fine.
But it doesn’t really matter for they have finally crossed the line.

His mouth captures a nipple and they throw caution to the wind.
Together they are one, neither feel like they have sinned.
He covers her with kisses and lets her slide back down.
Hand in hand they walk to a place where they aren’t bound.

Yet in their heady, steamy touches, kisses, hopes, and dreams,
no answer will present themselves. This is exactly what it seems.
It is to good to be the truth. To rich a loving scene.
Now their trembling hands, switch off computer screens.

Fingers reach and softly touch, the cold and lifeless box.
Two hands now are separate. Two hearts are full of shock.
Both sit back and wonder when the hurt will stop.
Neither has the answer and so their hearts just drop.

Hurting is concealed until another round.
When destiny is tested and fingers make the sound
of heated words and passion, that stir the very soul.
They know that they are dreaming, yet they have no self-control.

 

standing still
holding silent
watching him
watching her

she stands tall
she stands unsure
he walks around
he sees every inch

is that a draft?
is there a noise?
why leave herself so open?
why stand nude and doubting?

his gaze burns in
seeing everything
it is not painful
it is warm

he looks in her face
he meets her eyes

he smiles
she smiles
she knows
he accepts her
and the doubt flies away .

let me be the smile that crosses your lips in a silent empty room,

let me lay in close beside you under a silver wishing moon,

let me stay in your mind and dance with you where no one else can see,

let me be your wish for tomorow, that you and me are We,

let me sooth away your anger, let me kiss away your tears,

let me chase away your deamons, let me love away your fears,

i have seen your true sorrows, i have felt your true fears,

i have suffered your anger and still kissed away your tears.

my love for you is eternal each day i love you more,

i am yours and wish for you, all you wish for me, and more,

your eyes find life in me, therefore i live,

your heart deems me worthy, therefore i give

you feel my sincerity, therefore i am what i seem

your mind dreams dreams for me, therefore i dream,

your silent will becons me, therefore i am calm,

your heart truley loves me, therefore i am.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People even more than things, have to be restored, renewed,
revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember if you need a helping hand, you will find one
at the end of each of your arms.

Cummmm lay down beside me sweet lady ....sweet girl.
However you call yourself is music to me.
The girl in the woman is evident to me ...and I love her dearly.
The woman in you is my strength.
She is wise ,she will help me.
Now whisper in my ear your desires and sing music to my Soul.
Stroke and touch me in all the places that kept you warm and fulfilled in your fantasies.
Cummm to me as a feeling that knows no time or space.
Fill me with desire when I am weak from a terrible reality.
Lick and taste me ....feel pleasure rise from skin tougher than leather.
But most of all taste my heart and take the pain of my existence away.
Connect your desire for me with my love of pleasuring you.
Stroke the point of my desire ....it is where the heart beats to ultimately.....it is where new life will cummmm from.
Taste the finest nectar I can offer without shame or guilt .....i know love and I have connected it with what I do and create.
As I offer you my seed know that with it you will one day share my Soul with another.
This is my world and there is no shame or guilt in what life and joy you will give here.
It is love ,all of it ..it was never anything more.
Give it because you know it is what you and I want.
Drink from me and cummm for me because it is a river that flows two ways.
As you keep me alive you keep yourself young and nurtured to beauty.
Reach in deep with fingers that you let me use for your pleasure and mine.
Your magic now overflows and man and woman is pleasured in your release.
Please know that I will be with you on your exploration of lust and love.

 

Passion begins, our sprits together
As I kiss her lips, this I will savor forever
Her heart beats, we begin our lust
I feel her body, to consume her I must

I lay her down, our eyes locked in stare
She knows my desire, my journey I dare
I feel her wetness, her fire is lit
This is where I must, all my time spent

Her thighs tremble, kissing her body down,
Nowhere left without, her nipples my crown
Paradise once lost, she sighs eyes wide shut,
Consumed by passion, I feel her quiver as I touch,

Her lips are moist my fingers she kiss
Her hands run my back, my goddess in bliss
I inch my way down, my tongue my guide
Soon to be in heaven, soon to be inside

She is in my mouth, no wine finer
I taste her soul, to dine on her
Ecstasy builds always to start slow
She grabs her breasts, so close to letting go

Breathing quickens, her back arches high
She grasps her breasts, her emotions fly
She explodes, to experience rapture
All these feelings, too much to capture

The odyssey that began, to soon to end
To bring her there again, I am soon to begin
I hear my name, her voice sown with lust
Again to walk in her garden, this I must.


 

Have your fingers danced, Milady,
Since you last my letter read?
Have they played across your breasts,
As sinful visions filled your head?

And did they slip beneath your silk,
Into your nest of curly hair,
And seek between your netherlips,
The swollen rosebud hidden there?

Did you grow wet? Your breath grow hot?
Did you bite your trembling lip?
Did your bedsprings squeek their song,
At the rising, falling of your hips?

Did your tender nipples harden?
Did your body buck and writhe?
Did your fingers plunge inside,
The hot, wet slit between your thighs?

And did you growl a throaty growl,
And scream the scream that climax brings,
Then fall back on your sweaty sheets,
A puppet now without its strings?

Does passion's scent now fill your room?
Do wicked visions fill your head?
Do your wet fingers taste of lust?
Don't you wish it was my hand instead?
 

I was just wondering about you
As my mind was wandering into your bedroom
Where you laid sexy and smooth as that black g-string
That makes my G’s stutter
Trying to mutter under heavy breath
Ggod your fine
Excuse me as I’m about to cross the line
So if you take offense I suggest you keep from reading the next line
Cause this isn’t some sappy and happy
I want to hold you through the night poem although that’s cool too
This is more of a I want to pull your hair
And give you a dangerous stare kinda poem
Where I slide my hand down between your thighs and feel your wetness
As you hand is reaching down taking hold of what might as well be the center of my emotions kinda poem
Bad thoughts now manifesting into things I want to do
What would you do if I just said I wanted to fuck you
Pressing my body on to yours tighter and harder as if we were standing in crowded room
My mouth getting wet in anticipation of that first gentle lick
As flashes of you riding me pass my thoughts
Starting to let go of those feeling I’ve tried to keep locked up
I feel drunk with my need for you
If you only knew I would do anything you asked me to
My desire being only to please you, like you were some kind of Goddess that I had to sacrifice to

I was just wondering this as I entered your room
Slowly and cautious trying to hide my lustful intents
Biting my lip to keep from saying something I might just regret
Laying next to you, I try to catch my breath, and instead catch a glimpse of your
eyes and you catch the look in mine
The look that says I want you legs wrapped around me, pushing me deeper into you
With bites on my neck and nails down my back
Trying to speak under heavy breath,
Yeah baby just like that
Then look up at you as I kiss and slide my tongue down past your stomach
Grabbing my hair and taking me there, to that place I love
That place I can’t get enough of
Where my tongue dances erotically for you, slowly sliding down your inner thigh
Caressing and licking until my tongue slides inside
And you let out a moan and a little sigh that says you want me
Inside you
To fuck you
To taste your wetness, to lick your clit until your back arches and your thighs shudder with desire
Not wanting it to stop but begging to be released
My fingers sliding in and out making you beg me please
My lips and tongue sucking and fucking your wet pussy
Making my cock throb and my head dizzy
I was just wondering all this when you walked into the room
And you found me there with my eyes closed and my jeans open
You approached me then, nice and slow
Knowing exactly what to do and where to go.


 

TWO NEW ADDITIONS TO THE PERIODIC TABLE OF ELEMENTS

Element Name: WOMANIUM
Symbol: WO
Atomic Weight: (don't even go there)

Physical properties: Generally soft and round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze any time. Melts when treated properly. Very bitter if not used well.

Chemical properties: Very active. Highly unstable. Possesses strong affinity with gold, silver, platinum, and precious stones. Violent when left alone. Able to absorb great amounts of exotic food. Turns slightly green when placed next to a better specimen.

Usage: Highly ornamental. An extremely good catalyst for dispersion of wealth. Probably the most powerful income reducing agent known.

Caution: Highly explosive in inexperienced hands!

Element Name: MANIUM
Symbol: XY
Atomic Weight: (180 +/ - 50)

Physical properties: Solid at room temperature, but gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples.

Chemical properties: Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with KD (Element: *****) for prolonged period of time. Neuralize by saturating with alcohol.

Usage: None known. Possibly good methane source. Good samples are able to
produce large quantities on command.

Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell

 

For some reason my blogs are no longer being accepted!

I like waking up in the morning
with your heady scent
still clinging to me,
that leg over mine,
an arm slung over my chest.
Yes, all I want to do is forget
the rest of the day
stay wrapped up in you.

I see the sun rise and shine,
but you are the one
who envelopes me
intimately in easy warmth.
My life, so sweet should
always be made of this.
Yes, you are good company
for coffee and I enjoy you to the last drop.

I talk about you endlessly,
think in sappy clichés,
walk around with a grin,
Yes, you know,
It is that satisfied lopsided, lazy smile,
the one you permanently gave me.
It fits me and I wear it very well.

I am oblivious to the night
as it extinguishes the day.
Yes, I am lost to the stars,
it is you that mesmerizes me
not the shiny luminary beauties.
Crazy, fool thoughts have me
howling at the moon and I think you.

I love the feel of you on me
then me in you,
it's hot and sweaty
body amalgamating
mind melding perfection
Yes, you satiate my soul.
I start the day as I end it and I am happy.

Darkness melds two forms alone
Eerieness takes on a whole new tone
Breathing shared between two forms
His breath her breath none their own

Could you ever tell your secret?
Not hush your tone as your near it?
Brush of flesh across your body
Secucing, tensing, parody

Brush of teeth across your neck...
tingle creeping cross your flesh
tingle rising up your spine
into you he begins to slide

feel of breath against your skin
soft carress as your pinned
Holding you in your sin
feelin him as he enters in

out again in again ohh
his breath her breath none their own

hearts beating faster now
they dont care how
cant stop....
faster they go

his lust her lust
none their own
his part hard as stone
hers is tight and wet

faster...
in...out...
letting out another shout
faster...
One last scream

Quiet now
Tell him now
Darkness fleeting
Stripless, mindless, hearts beating

Time to tell him
One last kiss...
Lustful Sinful bliss
Tell him...


 

Phone answering
machine message -

"...If you want to buy marijuana.............press the hash
key..."


 

Paradise
Is a room
Alone with you
My lips on yours
Our tongues dueling
As sunlight
Warms your back
Through fabric
About to yield
To fingers
Exposing more flesh
For my hungry mouth to devour
Like the finest dish
Just as my eyes
Drink in the sight of you
Half naked
Your eyes closed
As you take in the sensation
Of my lips
brushing your skin
And languish in my intoxication
Hearing me
Breathe in your scent
My nose touching your neck
Before my lips find your earlobe
And my palms
Caress your neck and shoulders
Before descending
Exploring
Both bare and clothed flesh
My mouth following their frenzied trail
Over your body
My world
As I forget the real world
Outside these walls
And my only reality
Is this one
With your face
Contorted in pleasure
As you throw your head back
biting your lip
And digging your nails into my back
Pulling me
Closer to you
Knowing that soon
Ones of those stifled moans
Will escape
And alert the hotel maid.
Maybe she'll come in.
Will she be shocked?
Excited?
Hot
Like you and I
Our bodies
Burning with a heat
That rivals the midday sun
On this island
With its sea breeze
Blowing
Through our open window
Trying to cool the skin
That my warm hands explore
On our mutual journey
Through a land of pure bliss
Which has taken over my mind
A madness born out of primal need
A need so urgent
That it breaks
Through the walls
Of our inhibitions
And all that is left
Is that need to mate
My need to feel you around me
Your flesh yielding to my flesh
Your heat and mine combining
Becoming hotter
Your gasps becoming louder
Turning into proud declarations
Of our mutual desire
Only held in by my lips
Pressing against yours
As our bodies tense
And our pleasure becomes more powerful than ever
Overpowering us
Like a river going over the edge
Into a waterfall
Crashing against rocks
Wave after wave of pleasure
Our senses leaving us
Then slowly returning
As I hold you in my arms
And we look at the blue sky above.
This is paradise.
 

Unconditional
What powerful word
Can it truly be
Is there such a thing
Is there such a place
Within our hearts
Within our souls
Within our spirits
Unconditional
Love without limits
Can one really give that way
Can one relinquish that much emotion
To another human being
Unconditional
Presenting our heart upon a platter
Open and exposed
Vulnerable to the core
To trust another so completely
To know you will be safe and emotionally protected
To give without a thought
To only know and feel such a love
To follow blindly
Unconditional
To never question only do
To feel the endless source of giving
To never feel the hesitation
To never hold a doubt
No more pangs of jealousy
Abandon all worries and concerns
Surrender all control
Absolute love without restriction
Unconditional.
 

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away
that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose,
to teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out
who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be
(possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, boyfriend/girlfriend,
long lost friend, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them,
or feel their energy, you know at that very moment
they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful,
and unfair at first, but in reflection,
you find that without overcoming the obstacles
you would have never realized your potential,
strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness,
and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.
Without these small tests,
whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight,
flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable,
but dull and the utter downfalls you experience,
help to create who you are and who you become.
Even the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them,
they have helped you learn about trust and importance of being cautious
when you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally,
not only because they love you, but because in a way,
they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything
that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again.
Talk to people that you have never talked to before and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high.
Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself,
for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make of your life anything you wish.
Create your own life because you never know
what tomorrow may have in store.

And learn a lesson in life each day you live.

Thanks for the fun, the laughs and the very deep friendships. So very many here to thank I shall just say that you are all in  my heart and prayers. Enjoy your Christmass and I look forward to catching up with you all after the hols.

Loving-kindness.

I feel I have to write to you after your comments on my blog as you seem to have gotten some of the points made but have not been told what actually happened.
"tell it like" Wrote to me enclosing a poetry site I had never heard of before with an accompanying line "tell them or you know I will!" If that is not a threat, then I am sorry but I dont know what is.
I wrote back to him/her saying that I was appalled that he should think I had attempted to deceive anybody but could see that that could have been seen to be the way by anyone who did not know me, and that I would be writing a blog making clear what I had wrote, and how I had found some of the verse, what was mine and what was not.
As you can probably see Keyser did not credit Shakespeare after his last blog! Plagiarism?  Many of the pieces I have posted are very well known indeed"Awakening/Sit by you/Paradox/Old mans heart. and the authors are listed as unknown. All of the work is in the public domain and I would be horrified if anyone for on moment thought that I would steal anything from anyone. I have been writing and collecting stories and verse for over 25 years and a great many of the works I have are indeed my own!
This was going to be the general tone of my blog in response to "tell it likes" accusations. However I had no chance to post it because within 24 hours He/She decided to Pm each one of my friends( the women only I suspect) and under the pretext of "research" asked each one of them if they were aware that some of the work was not my own?  Why? Is "tell it" the moral guardian of this site. Does this qualify as "Private" correspondence between himself/Herself and me???? Imagine had someone got into your email account and without your permission had written to each and everyone of your friends,no matter what the subject! How would you feel? Fortunately a great many of my friends ( It saddens me greatly that you no longer feel to be one of them) are a great deal better read than "Tell it" and wrote back to him/her not only letting him/her know that they were well aware of what was being written but also quoting some of the authors. And to each and every one of them I owe a heartfelt thanks.
I am greatly saddened that yourself,Jamie or anyone else should feel in anyway hurt or deceived by any of my actions. The sole purpose of my blogs is to bring a little happiness into peoples lives and maybe to entertain. Please accept my apologies for any hurt done and may I wish you a very happy Christmas and a peaceful newyear.
Loving-kindness.
Rodger 1.




Do not deceive,do not despise each other anywhere,
Nor should you,secret resentment bare,
For as a mother risks her life,watching over her *****,
So boundless be your love to all,tender, kind and mild.
Cherish goodwill right and left,all around early and or late,
And without hindrance,without stint,from envy free and hate.
Wherever you go,whatever you do,whatever you have in mind;
The rule of life that's always best is to be........Loving-kind.
"Buddha"

The coward hides behind a mask,

Shivering and afraid.

With poisoned barbs he hopes to harm,

Those brave enough to stay.

Heart and soul traded long ago,

For evil,spite and hate,

Joy evedes him everyday,

Misery being his trade.

I cannot pretend it did not hurt,

when his venom came my way.

But I had friends with antidotes,

Who rushed to save the day.

Compassion, Love and Tolerance,

Friendship,Trust and Faith.

All of these they gave to me,

And I was unafraid.

So "Tell it like it is?"

Well that I intend to do.

Your poison hurt but don't forget.

It is carried within you.

And as you run away,

From the harm you have left behind,

Be sure to know, you cannot hurt ,a heart thats loving-kind......

"Count your blessings instead of your woes. Count your friends instead of your foes!"

" All it takes for evil to win is for good men to do nothing!"

let me be the smile that crosses your lips in a silent empty room,

let me lay in close beside you under a silver wishing moon,

let me stay in your mind and dance with you where no one else can see,

let me be your wish for tomorow, that you and me are We,

let me sooth away your anger, let me kiss away your tears,

let me chase away your deamons, let me love away your fears,

i have seen your true sorrows, i have felt your true fears,

i have suffered your anger and still kissed away your tears.

my love for you is eternal each day i love you more,

i am yours and wish for you, all you wish for me, and more,

your eyes find life in me, therefore i live,

your heart deems me worthy, therefore i give

you feel my sincerity, therefore i am what i seem

your mind dreams dreams for me, therefore i dream,

your silent will beckons me, therefore i am calm,

your heart truly loves me, therefore i am.


 

Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

Tonight, it's just you and me
The world simply does not exist
Our bodies just silhouetted shadows
Against the white painted walls

Lips touching like the softest whisper
The wait is over
Two souls unite
In a lovers embrace

The silhouetted shadows move
His hands entwined with hers
Hearts beating
Sighs singing in chorus

Against the white painted walls
Our bodies just silhouetted shadows
The world simply does not exist
Tonight it's just you and me.
 

And a bar of fudge...................

I want to know what you’re wearing, how it feels and clings to your skin.
I want to know how you’re feeling.
I want to know your excitement, your smells and the tremors in the beat of your heart.
I want to take your hand and walk you outside.

I want to hold your hand and walk through the rain.
To stand soaked to the skin surrounded by trees.
To lean your back against the rough bark and kiss your neck.
I want to feel the rain in my hair and your fingers on my skin.
I want to lick the rivulets of water from your ear.

I want to pull you down onto the grass.
I want to peel the wet clothing from you, to run my fingers over the goose bumps the cold dampness leaves on your skin.
I want to have slow teasing sex.
I want to feel your nails on my back, your teeth on my neck and the cold wash of rain against me.

I want to smooth your plastered hair from your head while I lift you up and enter into you.
I want to make steam come from our bodies as I stand with you wrapped around me.
I want us to climax faces lifted to the sky, rain washing over us.

I want to take you to the ocean.
I want to stand atop the bluff looking out.
I want to lean you over the railing and slowly take you from behind, us both leaning into the whipping rain and ocean spray.
I want the wind to blow your hair back at me while I hold your hips.
I want to feel the cold rain against the skin of your breasts as I ride you against the storm.

I want to feel your lips around my shaft as I slip my fingers inside you.
I want our heated attention of each other to steam and fog up the windows of the car.
I want you to ride my hand while you lick, suck and attend to me.
I want to close my eyes and feel you around my hardness, your wetness around me and the rain around us both, thrumming its obscuring curtain.
I want to stroke your hair and taste myself on your lips.

I want to dry you down with a towel in front of a roaring log fire.
I want to massage your smooth skin to the sounds of the howling wind and driving rain outside.
I want to kiss your thighs and make you arch your back in anticipation.
I want to lick the crease of your thighs, I want to slip my tongue into your folds, and I want to devour you.
I want to feel the heat of the fire on prickling my back with your thighs around me, your hands tangled in my hair.
I want to hear your moan as you shudder against my face.

I want to wrap myself around your body naked before the flames.
I want to sleep encompassing you.
I want to become your skin, to be in constant contact while you wake and sleep.
I want to feel you moving against and under me always in the rain.



 

It's that time of the day
Where the sun fades slowly
For it's not quite yet evening
But certainly we know
Morning has ended
You see, now is the time
I want you here
Just to rest
Beside me
And dream far away
Maybe later on we can do something
But right now
I want you here
To feel what it's like
Almost a glimpse of paradise
And always praying that you
Get rid of all your worries
So as time passes nervously I take my hand
And slide it down your stomach
Maybe I'll try to say something
But I know the eyes
Do better at speaking
For yours are intent on mine
Almost telling me more
So I'll go ahead with this
And strip away your last defense
God, I'm so nervous
But the way you look right now
With vulnerability only
Covering your body
I'll only proceed
Slowly and hesitantly
My hands feel your softness
It's so foreign to me
But your gasp
Does away with these insecurities
So I explore more
And feel everything I can
God, this crazed instinct
Takes ahold of me
So I take a look back
And stare into your eyes
All they say is more
Giving me permission
To taste this forbidden fruit
So now I take it step further
Shaking almost
I move my head
To where you desire
And so slowly
I begin to taste this rarity
A flood of sensations
Come to my mind
All which I can't figure out
But I go on anyway
And as these minutes pass
I find the sweetest part
Of this fruit
So I begin to devour
With every measure of intensity
And find some kind of rhythm
God, now I can hear your moans
And feel your hand on the back
Of my head
Just yelling my name
And the funny thing is
You might never know
How happy that made me
To know I can do that for you
But at this point right now
I'm not even thinking
Just only want you to get
To that ultimate point
Because I can almost feel it
So I work even harder
Trying to release this burning heat
And suddenly without warning
You're there
What a sight to behold
A beautiful loss of self control
So I let this ebb out
Then I swoop down to
Taste this ambrosia
And indeed I see what the fuss
Is all bout
Now after this I work
My way back up
Feeling your body regain
Some kind of strength
Finally we are face to face
And almost bashfully I begin to look away
Until you stop me with that kiss
We both smile knowingly
For your eyes
Are so revealing
The only thing there is to say is
I love you
And we both just said that
So now we'll just rest
And even though you want to
Later we will get to me
For right now just rest in my arms
And look outside the window
Watching the sunlight fade
As begin to fall asleep softly
You see, it's that time of day
That's perfect
Where morning ends and evening
Has yet to begin.
 

The intoxicating allure of sleep approaches
As I slowly drift in and out of darkness
I cling to her, my arms wrapped around her body
My fingers entwined in her hair
Her feminine smell
The weight of her body against mine
The soft rhythmic sound of her breathing
It all serves to make me feel whole

I lick the soft, warm flesh of her neck
Tasting the salt of her skin
She stirs, feeling the warm moisture
It contrasts sharply with the cool, dark air of my bedroom
My lips gently press up against hers invitingly
She returns the kiss, her eyes half closed
Sweet weight of her form pushed up against my own
While my fingertips slink over her thighs
Darkness soon envelops the both of us

We’ll wake in the late afternoon
Wrapped in each others arms
The suns bright rays blocked by the drawn shades
And defy responsibility by sleeping still
Never having to worry as I lose myself in her arms
As the blankets envelope the both of us
I sink into warmth and security
And I am completed.
Knowing that I'm not alone.


 

Take one log fire and warm surrounds
A CD making loving sounds
The time is now, the lights are low
It’s you and me, let’s start real slow
A soft white bed, some satin sheets
You naked from your head to feet
Except adorned in lingerie, felt
A bra, pants and suspender belt
And stockings, oh, God, what a sight
I must restrain myself tonight!
We start with kisses lips to lips
Then progress down your body bits
Your face, your neck on to your breasts
Time here I think to perhaps suggest
Remove your bra, your nipples rise
I suck each one, oh, what a size
Then move on down, passed navel, well
To where your scent, a lovely smell
My lips invade your deepest part
Your clitoris rises, I do my part
My tongue laps at the sensitive spot
You squirm, I think you’re getting hot
A moan, a cry I feel your soul
Is giving up, a finger, you’re hole
The warmth surrounds a digit in
Then two and three, you’re in a spin
They move, you grip my fingers tight
The wetness glows, oh what a sight
You want to come, but not quite yet
You need to suck me hard my pet
It’s my turn now; your lips are wide
Take in my cock my loving pride
Suck me, lick my balls instead,
I love the way you give me head
Deep in your mouth, your tongue caress
While your breasts, I will molest
And as you hard, my penis suck
My precum means its time to fuck
Now on your back, your legs are wide
I now approach, my time I’ll bide
I watch and tween your thighs I kneel
And for your cunt my cock will feel
I feel the warmness surround my prick
And your hard nipples I can lick
Move in and out you are so tight
I feel you coming, with all my might
I fuck you hard, my cock you grip
You cry out loud, a super trip
Our passion erupts in a flood of cum
Together we roll, both tired and some
Both spent and sated, for this time,
But wait an hour and again? Sublime!


 

I wish I knew your heart,
to hold it in my hands as you hold mine,
to weep for it's beauty that only I see,
to know finally, what guides your day and rules your mind.
But that will never be and perhaps for the best.
To know your heart is to know its' ruler.
That may be too painful a sight for me.
You guard your heart so well.
Is that to protect yourself or others?
You have placed tangles around your heart.
Those tangles are too deep, too thorny, too thick.
The tangles are too many.
And you won't let me in.
I wish I knew your heart.

But perhaps for the best, I do not.

You Awaken ... to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are ... and that's OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. You learn the importance of loving and championing yourself ... and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you - or didn't do for you and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that everything isn't always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself ... and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance. You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties ... and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness. You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. You begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with. You learn that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix. You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life. You learn that you don't know everything, it's not your job to save the world and that you can't teach a pig to sing. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake. Then you learn about love. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You learn that alone does not mean lonely. You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs. You learn that your body really is your temple. You begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drink more water, and take more time to exercise. You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play. You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you believe you deserve, and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different than working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone, and that it's OK to risk asking for help. You learn the only thing you must truly fear is fear itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms. You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. You learn that life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people ... and you learn not to always take it personally. You learn that nobody's punishing you and everything isn't always somebody's fault. It's just life happening. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls. You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you. You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about ... a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower. Then, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than your heart's desire. You make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility. You hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind. Finally, with courage in your heart, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and You Begin To Design The Life You Want To Live As Best You Can

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly ... but it was full of scars ... it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in ... but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact ... in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared ... how can he say his heart is more beautiful ... they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart ... and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine ... mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears." "Yes" ... said the old man ... "yours is perfect looking but ... I would never trade with you. You see ... every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love ... I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them ... and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart ... but because the pieces aren't exact ... I have some rough edges ... which I cherish ... because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away ... and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges ... giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful ... they stay open ... reminding me of the love I have for these people too ... and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?" The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man ... reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart ... and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands. The old man took his offering ... placed it in his heart ... and then took a piece from his old scarred heart ... and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit ... but not perfectly ... as there were some jagged edges. The young man looked at his heart ... not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever ... since love from the old man's heart flowed into his. They embraced and walked away side by side.

The atmosphere was perfect
For a night of making love
A candle lit dinner just for two
Was what I was thinking of
As I gazed into your hazel eyes
I could feel the love you have for me
A feathered touch upon my cheek
Has sent me into ecstasy

The wine chilled just right
Perfect for a lovers night
My fingertips brush against your cheek
Our hearts say this is oh so right
Just a single glance from you
Makes our love seem so brand new
I shiver as you gaze at me
Knowing hours will pass endlessly

I take your soft delicate hands in mine
And I caress them lovingly
Your love is locked inside my heart
To which you have its only key
We sat back and ate our dinner
While kisses were blown, throughout the night
The passion was flowing freely now
And was about ready to ignite

I could not take my eyes from you
As I toyed with my food
I reached out and brushed back your hair
As we tenderly set the mood
Your breath so warm against my cheek
As you whispered in my ear
This night will be pure magic
Let's leave this food right here

Hand and hand we left that place
And soon was homeward bound
Carrying you over the threshold
Neither one of us made a sound
I carried you to the living room
Setting you down beside a still lit fireplace
Fervent kisses upon soft loving lips
Made our two hearts quickly race

Clinging to you desperately
Each nerve comes alive
Aching and wanting you
To fill this need inside
Hands caressing, pleasuring
You're driving me insane
Over and over
I scream out your name

Two bodies joined in unison
Passion within us running wild
Lovemaking we share at this moment
I am hypnotized and so beguiled
Volcanic eruptions deep inside you
Liquid fire fills your very core
Come ride this surf with me sweetheart
To that far and distant shore

Each wave of pleasure
Takes my breathe away
Slowing down the rhythm
Sensually we sway
Holding back this moment
Not wanting it to end
Knowing that we'll feel this need
Over and over again


 

We will always make love and be gentle together
Nevertheless, promise me this with mutual respect
  If I’m harder than normal and your really wet
We can fuck with abandon then just lie there and sweat

My rigid hard cock and your slick yielding recess
Thrusts seem so brutal yet there’s not with any anger
They’re not to bring pain or control o’r the other
But an untamed and wild collective consuming desire

Were fucking each other in that lies the beauty
Both filled with lust just for fun do we plunder
Each giving pleasure and indulging our own needs
A wet sweaty glorious nasty beautiful thing

Will you beg me to fuck you, yet not being passive?
I’ll take hold of your ass with my strong hands I’ll guide you
Oh, I crave your Wet breath in my ear as you whisper
“Fuck me harder” in steady unyielding agreement of power

You’ll hold me tighter, and pull me in ever deeper
It’s in you that I’m driving, yet its me being driven
I need your sweet flesh, you my cocks beating rhythm  
How can something so selfish be so fucking equal?

My lance at your beckon my princess of pleasure
So, take its full measure my sweet little victim of pleasure
I’ll slam it in deeper and blast you with torrents
Your squeeze is a hot grip and steals my last droplets

We will always make love and be gentle together
But promise me this with a mutual respect
  If I’m harder than normal and your really wet
We can fuck with abandon then just lie there and sweat


 

My perfect woman is perfect in her understanding.
In her want for love.
In her belief that love can create beauty and life.
She will be someone I can bare my soul to.
She will use my soul for the life of both of us….
Not to hurt me when im down and maybe weak but to pick me up.
She will be my partner in this chaotic world.
With her I will find peace and warmth.
If I fall because of my demons ……she’ll know they didn’t own my heart.
She does.
She has me to the core and never will hurt me.
She will take me in before we meet and when we do it will be a paradise both of us imagined.
Two people who envisioned a world of love…that’s what will come.
Honesty from two sources that cried tears of want for love.
I want her presence with me when she is not there….
Like it is now.
I want that to last forever.
I want to know what makes her laugh and glow and to push those buttons all the time.
I want that smile on her face to be permanent.
I want her as radiant as the moon the Nite holds tightly.
I want her as glowing as the sun the Nite greets everyday.
She is my woman….my world….she is my everything.
This girl….my perfect woman will accept all my love.
She will feel it wherever she is.
She will use it for her strength.
She will take comfort that it will always be there.
All I ever wanted was to find a woman to love my way.
My perfect woman will love to be loved.
That is all I have ever asked for.
 

Well what can I say?  Bloody brilliant.  I came on here for a little perv,took an age to get into chat room as was more than a little shy and aprehensive. My God but what a shock!!   Nothing like I imagined(although what that is I have no idea) having never been in a chat room in my life!!

Friends!!   Yes indeed! Real honest to goodness mates. Cyn,Martin,Max,Stevie,BV,HC,LO, and so many others. Stu who in all honesty should be given a blody medel for his patience and help to this newbie and all the rest. Sorry if I have left anyone out there are just so many of you!   A real pleasure finding you all and I hope to be spending many a happy hour with you all.

A special thanks to OC who has been a great help and who's blog's are nothing short of inspiring.

I think thats everything...........mmmmm.......yep!.....havn't forgotten anyone that springs to mind........mmm..........Oh what's that scratching at my knee?   Er    Hellooooooo   Oh yes thats it! An Irataiting little scts lass!   Now where DID I leave her?  Oh yea!

With my heart!    The lovely Scots. A woman so close to my heart I can sleep happy at night just having had the privalage of knowing her. An angel,truly an angel.   (Pray she don't read this and none of you bugger's ever tell her!)

With fond regards to all and loving-kindness.