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Samstag, 16 Juni 2012 @ 03:58
With this change I hope that I will be able to have my cake and eat it too.... Dawn has proved that she will be able to add positive energy to my life... just writing this is a sign of what I can do and have done.... on the first of June we are going to a swing party.... my first in 6 years without Nina. I hope that there are people(women especially) there that will be able to forward my ideas and thoughts into action. I do have the fear that I am a truely lost soul and all the positive energy there is may not be enough to help me... I do believe in sexual magic and that can make anything happen... if I stay positive and fuck with my soul as well as my dick...open without fear.
The last 5 years has been given over to fear of being alone... fear of losing.... fear of not knowing... that fear would not allow my sexual mind, my sexual soul, my sexual creativity to flow.... I saw the waste of sprirt and joy because of that fear.... there was confusion of what was good...what was evil. That weight is lifting...I’m not concern if my sexual creativtiy will hurt someone’s feelings... I feel that Dawn and women like her will help me free a part of myself and help me make a little cash to help me in my old age.
One thing for sure with Dawn I can’t bitch about not getting enough pussy, ass or head... we have fuck nearly every day since we moved in. We just spent a couple of hours fucking and letting the video cam run.... with a bit of editing we may have turned out some good amature porn...real people...real fucking...it’s not something that going to make a lot of money but it’s good enough to make money if done right...steady....not big...just steady.
